Evil Picks Me
Evil introduced himself
when I was only fourteen
leading me on a path only the
most unfortunate have seen
He first stole my youth,
my strength and my soul
my virginity, my trust,
already taking his toll
But still Evil led me again
to his partner and friend
Who I foolishly thought would
help my heart mend
For 4 years he loved me
and beat me, trusted me
He protected me, raped me
Burned me and hugged me
Finally my strength came
and I made myself free
only to get later led
to Evil number three
Finally a man who will
always treat me right!
Spoiled me, helped me
and never did fight
But Mr. evil decided to
pay his respects once more
my new sweatheart beat me
and showed me his roar
So again I left
Alone and terrified
Evil having stolen
my soul and my pride
So scared to be touched
by anything male
Pushing my feeling to
a tucked away jail
Hate and anger stirred
inside my soul
But so far in Denial of
the feelings I hold
Careless, I escaped to on
a trip to forget
and in this carefree fun
Evil number 4 I met
Swimming, tanning, being
young like I should be
But evil had his friend
slip me some GHB
12 hours later I awoke to
bruises and such pain
I decided to forget about it
so I would stay sane
But in a few months, sanity
left me by myself
all the pain was eating
away at my chest
The nightmares, attacks
I could hardly bare
it felt as if every bruise
since my youth was still there
Alone, no one to help
Craziness consuming me
One day I gave in to get help
and find my soul and idenity
The struggle's been hard
the pain is still with me
but I love myself now, and this
is how it should be
I've conquered Evil,
and I'll never let men
Bring Mr. Evil into
my life again
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